I discovered some lost tracks of yours. I hadn’t lost them, in fact, somebody else found them and then put them online for others to download. I say that as if the moment should suddenly turn serious. Instead, if I were you I’d be delighted. Trust me. The songs are wonderful. If I could do anything other than write you a letter I’d do it. Just to prove how much these new songs have improved my life. Honestly, I actually looked forward to my drive to work today which is saying a lot.
I’m still reading Robert Musil. What a warrior of words! Truly amazing because he always looks and whether or not he feels assured by what he sees, he says it anyway. Big thinker, like you, with an entire psychology of emotions and ideas. Even his spiritual observations are something to be looked at twice.
I feel dazzled sometimes, both physically and emotionally by what I read and what I listen to. I choose the books I choose because they pull me from whatever impatient mode I’m in into something larger, almost like a dream but real. I choose to listen to your music because I’m determined and I find your songs extraordinary.
I nearly cried with such rapid stride-like tears on my way to work today! I tell you, I nearly drowned in my emotions. Sometimes I worry, what’s this feeling? How can I work and live and act normal, be a mother, carry on as if I am just an average woman in today’s society while at the same time feel the mother of my wisdom smiling? I’m like a double-being. One moment I find my fate conservative, the next…
god knows.
It’s like a madhouse. What do you think I should do if my soul breaks?
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